My dress ended up being way too long. So I either have to go take it to be hemmed today, or just return it and start from scratch. I’ll lose about $30 if I return it though. But there’s really no sense in keeping it either. Fuck. I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I washed my sheets on friday and haven’t had a chance to even sleep in my clean bed yet. It would help if I slept at home on the weekends.
I’m sick of living with room mates who never do things when I ask them to, or who disregard common decency. I would absolutely live on my own if that were in any way socially healthy for me, but if I did, I would never see/talk to anyone. I think what I really need is to like live in the same apartment building as someone I know but we both have our own separate studio/1bedroom apartments.
I’m sick of reminding people to take out trash/recycling and have no one do anything about it. Forgive me if I don’t want to be responsible for it every single week. I took out the trash every week fall semester, and I’ve put out the garbage or recycling every week this semester. 4 of us live here, someone else can do it once in awhile. Maybe I’ll just stop being the fucking team leader and make them live in there own filth.
At least I only have a month an a half left in this place. And if the trash doesn’t get taken out before them, I don’t care. Fuck them.
I’ve become way more confident in myself over the last three months I think (in relation to talking to others and keeping my head high etcetera). And I’m baffled as to how it happened.
Once I move to portland I’m going to start an art collection. Starting at the Portland Saturday Market.
If I don’t get to play true american tonight, I’m going to be sad and a little angry.
If I don’t get to play true american before I graduate, there will be hell to pay.
Seriously thinking of completely overhauling my novel (that has been unfinished for 5 years). I want to switch the ‘main character’ to the female and switch the main plot point to a different character. But thats a total re-draft. And it’d probably help if I finished the first draft. It’d be kind of cool to have the story from both perspectives anyway, and getting to see what would happen if the ending switches.